well life is not being the best. last night was a very weird night i have to say..:) i will not be going to Brittni's party now because of different things but i think it is the right thing to do although i don't really want to not go. I also found some stuff out last night that kinda ticked me off but i think it was good timing i needed to know. so life is overall good. with bad spots inbetween. I really would like someone that i could talk to about anything. i really haven't had a best friend since i was in cali that sticked around and wasn't judgeing me for what i did or didn't do or how i dress. so anyways life is full of mixed emotions hard and good seasons but one thing that is constant is God is always there for you and that makes it makes life worth while because without him we are nothing.
I think i learned a big lesson from last year that for right now i need to keep my eye on the goals and look forward to my future. Not that you only need to look ahead because life is fun..lol but i think guys are totally out the window for me they aren't everything although they are fun.. but i see that i need to not put my focus there. Paul says that we are to press for the high calling and i know for myself that God has called me to teach and i believe to be a missionary. so that is where i want to go. those dreams were laid on my heart from a little kid and somehow i let them die down. I don't want to do anything then my best and with God's grace and strength i strive to be a women after God's own heart.
so this kinda turned into a journal entry oh well its whats been on my heart so that would be what affects everything else..
6 comments:
Sorry, I kind of lost touch. Hopefully you know you can talk to me about anything and trust me, I'm the least judge-mental person around. Being honest and open about things I don't mind, but with some people it's like pulling teeth. Hang in there girl :-)
Lizzie, I hope you know that you can come to me with anything also. If it ever seemed that I judged you, I am VERY sorry. Also, just keep your head up. I hope things get better for ya. Love me <3 <3
thanks lauren and Hannah and i trust both of u very much! and love ya!!
And then there is Frank. :> Sounds like your either having a hard time, or just pondering life... If that makes sense..
To bad you are not comng to the party.. I am going.
have a good day
Sorry you were not at the pary. We all missed ya. I hope we get to see ya'll soon. We will all have to get together sometime and do somethig fun!!! Nice to talk to ya! hang in there.
-Drew
well thanks ya'll .. ya life can be hard but its in the hard times we grow and see what a person is really made of..
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