Friday, December 2, 2011

Easy, fun, inexpensive, handmade Christmas Gifts

Well today I have been looking on how to make soap and I came across some great recepies for inexpensive and yet personal gifts. I love scrubs! here are some interesting and  can be great gifts!

Solid Brown Sugar Scrub

4 oz. melted melt and pour soap
8 oz. grapeseed oil or Avocado Oil
3-4 oz. brown sugar
1/2 oz. honey
Fragrance oils or essential oils (20 drops)
Mix your grapeseed oil, honey and melted melt and pour soap together. Add the brown sugar and mix together with hands. You can add your fragrance or essential oils at any point during the mixing process. Divvy up into wide-mouthed jars. Wait 24 to 48 hours for the mixture to harden into a semi-solid mixture.

How about some perfume.
Solid perfume is fun and easy to make and is a wonderful idea for a personal, hand-crafted gift! You'll want some stylish little butter pots to hold your creations and Bramble Berry, Inc. has a terrific selection. To make your solid perfume, follow these directions:
For a 9 oz. batch (which will fill about 36 pots), you would use, by weight:
2 oz. Beeswax
3 oz. Shea Butter
4 oz. Olive Oil
.5 to 1 oz Fragrance Oil of choice
Melt all fixed oils together, and add fragrance oil to melted oils. Pour mixture into small jars or twist-up tubes and sell as a solid perfume!

This recipe reminds me of one year my family gave out corranders as Christmas gifts. Here is another idea.

Scented Stones

Great as room fresheners! You will need:
One ceramic or glass bowl,
1/2 cup flour (do not use self-rising flour)
1/4 cup salt,
1/2 tablespoon alum (available in drug stores),
1 tablespoon essential or fragrance oil,
2/3 cup boiling water and
food coloring (optional).

In ceramic or glass bowl, thoroughly mix dry ingredients.
Add essential oil and boiling water.
NOTE: scent will be strong, but will fade slightly when pastilles dry.
For colored dough, blend in food coloring one drop at a time until desired shade is achieved.
Blend ingredients to form a ball.
Working with a small amount at a time, roll dough between palms of hands to form small balls.
Note: cover unused dough to keep it from drying out.
Allow pastilles to dry.


Thursday, December 1, 2011

The beginnings!

I have over the last year loved learning about how to make your own style cheap but also natural. Who wants to put tons of chemicals on your face and hair if it can be avoided and maybe even cheaper?! coming up on the Christmas season, I want to look my best for all those picture to come.
My first product is makeup remover. It can get expensive and so here is an easy way to remove and hydrate your skin at the same time.

Ingredients:
  • witch hazel
  • olive oil
These two simple ingredients make a wonderful eye makeup remover. In a small container fill it 3/4 of the way full with witch-hazel. Despite the name, witch-hazel is quite harmless and can be easily found at any health food store. Then put about 3-4 Tablespoons of olive oil in the container.
For use shake well before applying with a cotton ball. The Olive oil will help remove the oil residue on your skin and leave it with healthy oils. "likes remove likes" The witch-hazel works as a toner and cleanser.

I also use witch-hazel as a toner.
Ingredients
  • witch-hazel
  • tea tree oil
  • lavender oil 
The witch-hazel is the toner, this helps in clarifying your skin. The tea tree oil is used as a cleanser, like for acne or any blemishes. Tea tree oil is amazing. I will do a blog post about it later. The lavender oil helps to stop any irritation or redness that might occur. Lavender is known for its soothing qualities.

Friday, February 4, 2011

I would like to start today in a prayer. Dear God I thank you for this opportunity today. I pray that it would be you who speaks to us today. God I thank you for Jesus and for the forgiveness of our sins. Thank you for this day let me glorify you in this speech today. In Jesus Name Amen.

“Forgiven, Beloved, Hidden in Christ, Made in the Image of the Giver of Life, Righteous and Holy, Reborn and Remade, Accepted and Worthy this is our new name.” These are lyrics from Jason Gray's song I Am New.

These are powerful words. Do you believe them? Do we live like we believe them? Or do we tend to think of ourselves only as sinners? I think far to often as Christians we focus on the sins in our lives rather than what Jesus is doing in our lives. We know that we are sinful in Romans 3:10b its says “no one is righteous no not one.” Then how does God see us? In Ezekiel 36:26 its says “I will give you a new heart with new and right desires, and will put a new spirit in you. I will take out your stony heart of sin and give you a new, obedient heart.” This verse shows how the Lord is changing us. He sees us as more than the sins that we commit.

Tenth Avenue North says this so well in their song, You Are More. The song says “ you are more than the choices that you've made you are more than the sum of your past mistakes you are more that the problems you create.” It goes on to say “its not about what you've done, but what's been done for you, this is not about where you've been but what the brokenness brings you to, its even not about what you feel, but what he felt to forgive you and he felt to make you loved.”
Isn't that freeing? We can do absolutely nothing about it, Jesus chose to die for us and he chose to love us while we were still sinners! As stated in Romans 5:8.

In Colossians 3:10 it says that “you have been clothed with a brand-new nature that is continually being renewed as you learn more about Christ, who created this new nature within you.” Then in Ephesians 4:24 says “you must display a new nature because you are a new person, created in God's likeness-- righteous, holy, and true.”This is who you are if you have confessed with your mouth that Jesus IS Lord and believed in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved, Romans 10:9.
Now I would like to go back to one of my original questions. Do we live like we believe the words of Jason Gray's song? I know I far to often don't live like I am his Beloved or that I am Worthy of the new name I have been given. I look at the people around me to define who I am. What are people saying about me? Is that how you define yourself? Do you look in the mirror every morning letting it tell you who you are?
If we are sons and daughters of the Most High King wouldn't that change how you look at things. I know it would for me. As I wrote this speech I felt convicted and encouraged. I was convicted because I have not believed that I have been made new in Christ. Also I have let others thing than Christ define who I am.
I was encouraged by God's faithfulness and that his love never fails us. His faithfulness is shown in Genesis 28:15b, “I will never leave you until I have done what I have promised.” God was talking to Abraham but the same apples to us today.
What has he promised to those who have believed? Phillipians 1:6 says “he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of the Lord Jesus.”
In a song sung by Barlow Girl, it talks about how in many cases we let a mirror define who we are. This is not how we should be defined, instead we should let Jesus define who we are. When he looks at us, he sees beauty beyond compare.
It says in 1 Corinthians 12:4-7 “There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit distributes them. There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. There are different kinds of working, but in all of them and in everyone it is the same God at work. Now to each one the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good.” We all have an important role in God's eyes, He is no respecter of persons. We all have a role in God's plan, all we have to do is to be willing to accept what he has for us.

There is so much that God has planned for us. In Jeremiah 29:11 it says “I know the plans I have for you, plans for welfare, and not for calamity, to give you a future and a hope.” In Ephesians2:10 that “you are His workmanship created in Christ Jesus which God has prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” Let us live our lives to the fullest potential that God has for you. Remember that you are Forgiven, Beloved, hidden in Christ, made in the Image of the Giver of Life, Righteous and Holy, Reborn and Remade, Accepted and Worthy, this is your new name

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

This is an amazing story, it again puts into perspective what Christ has done for us. That He has washed our sins away and taken all our pain and given us a new life through Him if we but believe that Jesus is the Son of God and Lord of our lives.. hope you enjoy it too. I heard it from my math teacher last month.

The Ragman


I saw a sight so strange and experienced something so amazing that it is hard for me to explain it. If you can give me a few minutes, I’ll do my best to describe it to you.

Before dawn one Friday morning I noticed a young man, handsome and strong, walking through the back alleys of the city. He was pulling an old cart filled with clothes both bright and new. As he pulled the cart he was calling out in a clear, powerful voice: “Rags! Rags! New rags for old! I take your tired rags!”

The air was foul in these dark side streets, tainted by the filth and trash that living unleashes on the world. And yet as the man called out, the air became tinged with the faint scent of cleanliness, as though the breeze that carried the sweet music of his voice also carried with it the hope and promise of a cleansing rain and a purifying wind.

“Rags! New rags for old! I take your tired rags! Rags!” The man continued to move through the dim light of early morning, his strong voice echoing from building to building and street to street.

“Now, this is a curious thing,” I thought to myself, for the man stood six- feet-four and his arms were like tree limbs, hard and muscular. His eyes flashed with intelligence. What was he doing here, in a city that had no need for such a useless profession. Who recycled rags anymore? Could he find no better job than this, to be a ragman in the heart of a city? Driven by my curiosity, I followed him. And I wasn’t disappointed.

Soon the Ragman saw a woman sitting on the porch of a small house. She was crying into a handkerchief, wracked with sobs as she shed a thousand tears. Her body language said it all as she seemed folded in on herself, shoulders down, back slumped forward, knees and elbows making a sad X. She had no hope. Her heart was breaking. Her body may have been alive, but her soul wanted to die.

The Ragman stopped his cart. Quietly he walked over to the woman, stepping round empty beer cans and old newspapers, dead toys and broken furniture. “Give me your rag,” he said gently as he knelt beside her, “and I’ll give you another.” The woman looked up into his powerful, compassionate eyes and saw something there that paused her tears. The Ragman slipped the handkerchief from her hand and used it one last time to dry away the flow of tears from her face. Never taking his eyes from hers, he laid across her palm a linen cloth so clean and new that it shined. She looked down at the new cloth and then back again to the eyes of man who had given it to her. The Ragman slowly leaned forward and kissed the woman’s forehead and then turned and walked back to his cart.

As he began to pull his cart again, the Ragman did a strange thing: he put her old, used stained handkerchief to his own face…and then he began to weep. He sobbed as grievously as she had done, his shoulders shaking as the tears flowed down his face in a torrent of grief.

But looking back to the woman on the porch I could see that she was left without a tear. She sat with her shoulders high and a look of wonder on her face.

“This is amazing,” I thought to myself, and I followed the sobbing Ragman. Like a curious child who cannot turn away from a mystery, I watched the Ragman from a distance.

“Rags! Rags! New rags for old!” rang forth his voice. Though it was still strong, it also shook with emotion as he wept. “Rags! I take your old rags! Rags!”

In a little while, the sky showed gray behind the rooftops. It was light enough to make out the shredded curtains and damaged blinds that hung in dark windows. The Ragman came upon a girl sitting curbside whose head was wrapped in a bandage, eyes as vacant as the windows around her. Blood soaked her bandage and a single line of blood ran down her cheek.

The Ragman paused and turned his weeping eyes upon this empty, injured child. Reaching into his cart, he withdrew from it a beautiful yellow hat and walked towards the girl. “Give me your rag,” he said softly, “and I’ll give you mine.” The child did not move and could only gaze at him vacantly while he loosened the bandage, removed it from her head, and tied it to his own instead. I gasped at what I saw: with the bandage went the wound. The girl’s head was left unblemished, while the Ragman’s head began to bleed. He set the hat on the girl’s head and suddenly her eyes took on an understanding and intelligence that had been missing before. She placed her hand to the side of her head where the bandage had covered the wound that was no longer there. Smiling in wonder, she watched as the Ragman rose unsteadily to his feet and moved back to his cart.

“Rag! Rags! I take old rags!” cried out the sobbing, bleeding Ragman. “New rags for old! Rags!” With his powerful arms pulling the cart, he continued on his way. He seemed to be moving faster now with an urgency I hadn’t noticed before.

He stopped again in front of a man who was leaning against a telephone pole. “Are you going to work?” he asked. The man shook his head. The Ragman pressed him: “Do you have a job?”

The man looked him up and down, making note of the Ragman’s weeping eyes and bleeding head before replying. “Are you crazy?” he sneered as he leaned away from the poll, revealing that the right sleeve of his jacket was flat, the cuff stuffed into the pocket. He had no arm.

“Give me your jacket,” said the Ragman firmly, “and I’ll give you mine.” Such quiet authority in his voice! The one-armed man looked into the other’s eyes and then slowly took off his jacket. So did the Ragman. I rubbed my eyes in disbelief as I trembled at what I saw: the Ragman’s arm stayed in its sleeve, and when the other put on the Ragman’s jacket he had two good arms, strong as tree limbs. The Ragman was left with one. “Go to work,” he said as he moved back to his cart.

Struggling to make due with his one arm, the Ragman began to pull his cart again, this time much faster and with greater urgency. He came upon an unconscious old drunk lying beneath an army blanket, hunched, wizened and sick. He took that blanket and wrapped it round himself, but for the drunk he left new clothes.

And now I had to run to keep up with the Ragman. He was weeping uncontrollably, and bleeding freely from the forehead. He struggled to pull his cart with one arm while stumbling from drunkenness, falling again and again, exhausted, old, and sick. Yet he moved with terrible speed nearly sprinting through the alleys of the city covering block after block and mile upon mile.

I wept to see the changes in this man. I hurt to see his sorrow and ached each time I saw him stumble and fall. When he began to move through the industrial area of the city, away from the houses and apartments, I wanted to stop following and turn away from my grief, to leave it behind and go back to my life. But I could not. I needed to see this sad, amazing story to its end. Who was this Ragman? Why had he done what nobody else would have done? Where he was going in such a hurry? How would it end?

The once strong Ragman was now old and frail, weeping and bleeding, staggering and falling, his body wracked with pain, sorrow and disease. I watched as he came to an old abandoned lot that was filled with piles of trash, old furniture, and the rusted out shells of cars and construction equipment. He moved among the garbage pits and piles of human refuse and finally climbed to the top of a small hill made from the trash of a thousand lives. He struggled to pull his cart and its sad, pathetic burden. With tormented labor he cleared a little space on that hill.

With a deep sigh, he slowly made a bed from the contents of his cart and lay down on it. He pillowed his head on a handkerchief and a jacket. He covered his old, aching bones with an army blanket. His body shook under the load of its injuries and pain and disease. His eyes wept and the wound under his bandage continued to bleed. With one last, deep sigh, he closed his eyes and died.

Oh, how I cried to witness that death! I sat down in an old, abandoned car and wailed and mourned as one who has no hope. I wept because I had come to love the Ragman. As I had followed him, I had watched him work wonders and change lives so profoundly that it didn’t seem fair that he was gone. He had taken those things that were soiled and damaged beyond repair and had replaced them with the new and the whole. He had offered hope to the damaged and lost of the city.

But if the Ragman was gone, then my hope was gone as well. I felt such an overwhelming sense of grief and loss that I remained in the private seclusion of the rusted out car and sobbed myself to sleep. I did not know – how could I know — that I slept through Friday night and Saturday and on through Saturday night as well.

But then, on Sunday morning, I was awakened by a violence that shook me to the core of my being. Light – pure, hard, insistent light – slammed against my tear-stained face and demanded that I awake. When I was finally able to open my eyes, I blinked against the light and squinted in the direction of the pile of trash where the Ragman’s body had been. As I looked, I saw the last and the first wonder of all. The Ragman was there, yes! But he was no longer dead. He was alive! There he stood, folding the old army blanket carefully and laying it atop the neatly arranged handkerchief and jacket. Besides the scar on his forehead, there was no other evidence of what he had previously taken upon himself. There was no sign of sorrow or age, no evidence of illness or deformity. His body was whole and strong and all the rags that he had gathered shined for cleanliness.

I wept to see him again. When I thought that hope had died along with Ragman, I had abandoned any hope for my own life. And yet there he stood, healthy and whole. Climbing from my shelter I moved toward the Ragman, trembling from what I had seen and because of what I knew I needed to do. Walking to him with my head lowered, I spoke my name to him with shame. Looking up into his clear, loving, compassionate eyes I spoke with yearning in my voice, “Rags. Please take my tired rags and replace them with new ones.”

And he did just that. Taking the old, tired rags of my existence that covered the griefs and wounds of a life sadly lived, he replaced them with the new clothes of a life spent following Him. He put new rags on me and I am now a reflection of the hope he offers to us all.

The Ragman.

The Christ.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

very quick update, but hey better than nothing, right?

well it has been a REALLY long time since i have been on here.. I can't cover all of that in one night.. its not even possible.. so i am just going to start with now and hopefully it won't be a every six months occurence.
Tonight we got back from Bend and buttermilk was laying down and we all thought she had up and died on us...but she didn't \:) she's still kicking for a little while longer..lol I am not sure if I can put this all into word but God has really just been working on my heart. telling me to wait for His timing, because it is perfect. Oh, then I read this book Power of Prayer by E.M. Bounds (I think you all should read it! very encouraging and challenging!) I have lost all my creativeness for the night. If you really want to know how I am doing you should just email, call or talk to me..lol..

Thursday, June 18, 2009

It has been FOREVER since i have posted. its not because i have no life but it more because i have such a full life right now that i don't have time to post. i finished school at RHS about two weeks ago but i still have one more week of school. so that's pretty exciting but i won't have a big brake because I am doing summer school! :) which is math for 4 hours a week and then Spanish once a week so life is pretty full and i need to figure out a job this summer. anyone have an idear? oh and then i have to study for my permit test in a month tomorrow.. i can not believe my birthday is only a month away!!!!!!! that is exciting. this Saturday heather is going with the middle schooler's from our church to smith rock. and i get to go as a councillor which is weird.. lol is feels like i suddenly feel old. oh well... i think i will be done for now.. hope everyone is having a spectacular summer!!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

my random life...as never told..lol jk

well life has been pretty much normal.. well at least as normal as a funky house can be...lol yesterday we went to help out a friend move and she needed us to pull out mustard out of the pastures.. i am so SORE!! i don't even know how that could happen... but i'm having trouble walking.. :) lol i will post more asap..lol when school gets out

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

these were really funny!!

i think i will pull some of these things on people
20 ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity

1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on
and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.

2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice.

3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask them, "Do you want fries with that?"

4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "In."

5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone
has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso.

6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "For smuggling
Diamonds"

7. Finish all your sentences with "In accordance with the
prophecy."

8. Don t use any punctuation

9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk.

10. Order a 'Diet Water' whenever you go out to eat with a
serious face.

11. Specify that your drive-through order is "To Go."

12. Sing along at the opera as loud as you can.

13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.

14. Put mosquito netting around your work area and play
tropical sounds all day.

15. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend
their party because you're not in the mood.

16. Have your co-workers address you by your wrestling name,
'Rock Bottom'.

17. When the money comes out the ATM, scream "I WON!, I WON!"

18. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking
lot, yelling "RUN FOR YOUR LIVES, THEY'RE LOOSE!!"

19. Tell your children over dinner. "Due to the economy, we
are going to have to let one of you go."

20. And the final way to keep a healthy level of
insanity.... ...Send this e-mail to someone to make them smile.

Monday, May 18, 2009

San Diego, thoughts, this weekend and just ramblings!

I am finally back home from cali. its good to be home! and i am tan!! it is sooo nice.. once you get some sun it doesn't take very long...lol well lets see this last week has kinda been crazy! but all is good. next weekend we will be gone again for my cousins eagle scouts so we might stay til monday down there then be back home later on monday. its kinda weird how a bunch of things happpen really fast and then there is nothing for a long time... oh well.. i had a good time.

when i was at the funeral i was wondering what would happen at mine. how wouold i be talked about. so i narrowed it down to 3 things.

matthew west The Motions ~ I don't want to go through the motions I don't want to go one more day without your all consuming passion in side of me. I don't want to spend my whole life asking what if i had given everything
Philippian 4:7??
i press toward the high calling of Jesus Christ.

so that what I've been thinking about lately.

dad leaves to go to Eugene today so it will be all girls over here thats kinda nice sometimes... then this weekend we are going down to Napa for my cousins Eagle Scouts and then i think we are not having anymore excitment until school ends... guess what?! my birthday is exactly two months from today!!!!!!! i am soooooo excited!!!!! now i think i will go and finish up my school... :( oh well 5 weeks left!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

San diego!!!!!

well i am in california.. its so beautiful!!! and warm.. school has been kinda hard to do but i'm doing it... :( today we are going to a function with the family around 4:00pm and then they have a rosary and we are trying to decide if we should go to that. we will go where the Lord leads. then tomorrow we have the funeral and all the other stuff that you do.. i'm not sure of all the particulars then we will be done with that stuff as far as i know.. the beach is hopefully what is happening on wednesday.. I need a tan really bad!!!!! i have turned into a white american..lol i wonder why.lol after that i think we will just hang out here until thursday or friday and then head back up north stop in "sac-a-tomato" see my dad's parents and leave satuday so we will be back for church on sunday! thats all for now... have a great week everyone! and i will post again soon!!!

Saturday, April 25, 2009

i should finally post

Blog post
It has been so long since I have updated this thing. So I shall do it now.. lol :)

so about a week ago i got to go to a womens retreat with my mom. It was a lot fun. Got my mom all to myself..lol But it wasn't necessarily that i had a blast but God spoke to me it was good for me, quiet time. A nice thing.. He really spoke to me on how i need to slow my self down. I like to rush things so if i just have a little patience i would save my self a lot of stuff. That was great! Although I have to admit i'm already having trouble with having that patience i want to rush my seasons and i need to remember that everything is beautiful in its season and so if we put our selves somewhere before its time its like wearing a bathing suit when its snowing out side. :) not a pretty picture..

Then for practical things i have been quite hecticly busy and therefore i am talking in circles, saying stupid things and feeling like i'm always running to catch up... lol remind me next time that I never want to take on 10 -12 credits in one year. I can't do anything well which is a problem.. but i only have 6 to 8 weeks left of school left!! yes.. summer... I'm so excited!! oh then i have been riding me horse a lot because i am trying to get him strong enough so that i can jump him.. i have to say this is a new experience for both of us but its soooooo much fun and he is improving, he used to stumble all the time because he didn't want to pick up his feet but now he doesn't!! its a lot of fun.. lol it prolly seems weird esp since i never have been taught how to jump let alone teach a 23 year old horse how to jump.. so that is whats going on in the funky world. The ducks are getting so big they swim in our little pond we have and they get so excited that i could seriously watch them all day...lol heather is back in my room. She moved in like last night at 9pm and i was flusterated (flustered and frustrated) its kinda been weird because lately i have been using a lot of my hands when i'm talking so last night was no exception. I was not ready for her to move in.. and ruth is moving in later today so it is going to be a BEDROOM..lol fun times.
~Have a blessed day ya'll filled with the knowledge that Jesus loves you for who you are ~

I said that i would post my latest writing assignment so here it is it's my version of aphrodite...
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A short story of mythical proportions ~

The West Winds Perspective ~

I was up and about one fine morning when I was just about to start my morning blowing, I saw something over the horizon that caught my eye. I went to see what or who it was, I was in for a surprise when I came across a beautiful lady who almost took my breath away. I decided to blow her over to an island called Cythera. On this island the three Graces live (the goddesses of beauty) I sent this beautiful lady who is as I now know as Aphrodite. The Three Graces welcomed her and got her ready to go meet Zeus.
Aphrodite's Perspective ~

I had just woken up and was about to take my morning dive when the wind started to blow and I felt as if I was being pushed. So I decided to let it take me where ever it was heading. The wind blew me to a island called Cythera it was very beautiful. There I met the Three Graces who helped me and dressed me grandly to go and see this god called Zeus.

When I was taken to Olympus by the Three Graces the gods welcomes me and sat me on one of the Golden Thrones and made me one of them.

The West Winds Perspective ~

When Aphrodite was seated on one of the Golden Thrones I noticed that Zeus seemed worried about something. Then I found out that Zeus was worried that the gods would fight over her hand because she is so beautiful. Zeus decided to marry her to Hephaestus, the steadiest of all the gods. When Hephaestus found out about his luck me made her a golden belt that was intertwined with a magical charm. This belt made her irresistible.

Aphrodite had a son named Eros. He was a mischievous little boy, he would shoot his love arrows at unwary victims and they would fall in love with the next person they saw. He would then laugh as he watched his victims fall head-over-heels for someone. There isn't much more that I can remember to tell now that I have grown old and it seems that Aphrodite was always apart of the gods at Olympus but I am sure there will be more to come. And there I will leave you, my reader, to dream away Aphrodite's eternal life and future.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I am 14 going on 23!! whoppee. but don't believe it i don't act like a 23 year old !! lol

I'm not sure how old they thought you can be.lol 23!! i think i need to lighten up or something! try it though! its kinda fun!!

HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[x] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 3


[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[x ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x ] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[ x] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[x] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 15


[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[]You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR:18

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x :( ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of the united states
[x] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL: 23

*** Repost this with the subject as: I'm (how old you are) but I act (what you got on the test)
*** The number of people you have

Thursday, April 2, 2009

i think this is about everything going on in my heart and life right now

it is thursday and i cannot believe it! its crazy how fast the week goes by. i did get to go to church last night which was fun! i saw all the people from our trip so it was kinda funny how much you miss some one after you see them every day for awhile. twas a happy reunion. also yesterday i went to Science which i have to say i got distracted so i'm afriad i didn't learn much science but oh well it was fun any way.. i have top say my thoughts are on a more serious path. I just feel that the Lord has shown me so many things since this last August that I am contiually amazed. He showed me that all i need to depend on is Him and Him alone that its ok. like what God says to Jeremiah " I know the Plan I have for you declares the Lord plans of welfare and prosperity, to give you a future and a hope." or something to that affect but that verse always reminds me that when i'm lonely that He is there to comfort and its only for a season, when i think i might want to be somewhat normal and have a bf that God has the husband out there who is perfect for me all i have to do is wait. then on the retreat He taught me that i need to pray in all things that i might think its ok to think this way but maybe its not the best for my soul. Christ Brings us Joy and the things of this world bring you happiness for a little while and then the ashes are left in your mouth. oh and then i really like this song by this christain artist that says "i don't want to go through the motions, I don't want to spend one more day with out your all consumming passion inside of me i don't want to spend my whole life asking what if i had given everything."

so i shall quite with this i'm not really sure how all of this got on here but it did so if ya don't like it don't read it. lol hope every one has a wonderful day!!

Monday, March 30, 2009

Spring Break!!

Spring break came and went so fast and now its monday and i can hardly stay awake. the beginning of the week was really fun!! i got to just relax ride everyday and now i have an awesome areana that even has jumps!! it is so much fun!! then thursday came around and i had to get ready to leave for yachats! and on our way we got ducks!!! four of them they are sooo cool i was pretty excited! lol then i saw my sister for about 10 min and then it was time to leave. it was a long drive in the vans and we didn't make it there until around 9o'clock then we had a bible study and got to hang out til around 12ish unfortunately i haven't been away from all my family so i have to say i was home sick which prolly souds pretty pathetic but i was and anyways so i just read my bible and wrote in my jounal then just hung out for the rest of the night and like most girls we talked until 2ish it was fun but this turned out to be a very tiring trip i have to say! but who cares it was fun. it would take a very long post to tell you all i did but i have a wonderful spring break and it was awesome what the Lord teaches you even when you might not be thinking that is what you needed to learn.... i'm not sure if that makes any sense but i had a good time and hope everyone else did too.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

The third semester has begun! Then next week is spring break!! but this week is pretty exciting to because we are going to the wizard of OZ play tomorrow and then i get to go to alexa's 15th b-day party. so i'm pretty excited!!Life is good as usual. I am kinda sad that i can't do sign any more but i guess i have to work on my science and english grade before i consider going there. i think we have decided that we aren't moving for the moment anyway. i shall have more to write about after this next week so for now i think i will be done and leave you all. oh i wanted to tell you Maricles to have fun on your cruise i think you leave today have a great time!! and lauren and leah have a good spring break!!

Monday, March 16, 2009

this last week

the starting of another week. we are into the third trimester!!! so my life has been rather the same. but i did get sick this last week so i was sleeping alot!! lol then guess was everyone?! its spring break next week! and that means i get to go to yahats with my youth group!! i'm like soooo excited!!!!! and then i found out today that Hannah and her fam are going up the same days we are.. lol so i might get to see her there. that would be cool. as for what is new. heather is taking a math class in bend so i migth transfer to another school.. we will see. i got my grades back for this trimester i was pretty happy with them an A and a B hopefully i can get them both bumbed up to an A we shall see..lol but other then school right now there isn't much going on. oh well thats what happens when school starts.. :) and i shall go for now!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

contemplation

well so monday was not a good day and this week hasn't really improved it yet. our well went dry so we are going to have to fix that and tryign to figure out how to get showers in and that kinda stuff. but it will all work out i'm sure.. last night is one exception i had a really good time at church and it always feels good when god uses you to help another in need. very exhilerating i have to say..lol and i'm like so excited for spring break!!! i get to go to the coast with a couple of friends so i'm like super excited that dairy job comes in handy for these type of things lol ....
I'm not sure why this week got off on such a bad start but it did and hopefully it will turn around. whats going on but there has been a lot of stuff going on and some of its hard to keep in. i guess thats what you get for growing up. not fun stuff i have to say. One thing i do need to learn is that even when you get hurt by friends and stuff you can't protect your heart against anyone and everyone because your afriad it might happen again. because that just makes you a quiet and reservered person and they aren't fun to hang around. Jesus for instance gave everything to mankind and yet we nailed him to the cross with our sins but even as he was nailed there he asked the father to forgive them. so what better example do we need then that. so that is what has been going through this brain these last couple of days as i try to figure out life. sometimes you cry others you get mad but hard times show the character of a person. what comes out of my mouthy when i get mad or something is hard. and really i'm not sure how i got onto this but i'm sure your bored so i will shut up for the moment.

Lauren i don't think we would move out of the area unless we really have to but we will see. i think i'll try ya again some time but you know that you can always call me.. :) i have an open ear to everyone ....

Sunday, March 1, 2009

one crazy hectic week. but as always fun.. :)

Its sunday and the weekend has been pretty good so far. plans are coming together always a wonderful thing..lol so monday was pretty hectic we went to sign language, then sewing and finally we made it home for a real estate person to come to our house to give us a bid because we were entertaining the idea of moving because my dad might have to retire we will wait and what God wants to happen will like the verse that says for we know that all things work together for good to them that love God. so i trust in him. then i will skip all the way to friday which was again hectic left early so i could catch the bus and didn't come home til my parents picked me up around one. I got to eat lunch with Hannah which was really nice..:) oh i almost got her to like a mocha but she still thought it was bitter lol unfortunately i had to sacrifice and drink almost the whole grande myself, lol i was hyper afterwards... but it was good then came home finished up most of my school and a friend called and she came over later around 6ish but before then we had to get food which was a 24 inch cebelli's pizza and while waiting for the pizza we all got trims.. man that felt so good to get a hair cut i hadn't had one in a year and 1/2 so i really needed it. Oh i forgot to talk about wednesday which was really fun we had science and so we hung out at the Brigg's house. which was like major fun..lol and we are going on the Jonah trip!! and i am holding a grudge against Netti for not coming (not really but you do need to come Netti!! and that is an order..lol)
Then today i got to drag one of my friends to go with me on the youth group retreat to yahatz (sp?)which i'm pretty excited about and glad that i'm not the only girl lol i'm not up for a weekend with a bunch of guys i don't even know lol so its all good now. so life as always is good and this is a long enough post so i shall be done for the day..:)

Friday, February 20, 2009

randomness

Its Friday! such a nice thought! tomorrow is house cleaning and around 7:30 tomorrow night we shall go to the symphony so that should be fun..lol life is good. ups and downs always happen but God is always there to comfort those who ask of Him. so its good. its just hard to convince yourself of that sometimes. I'm talking to a bunch of ppl so its kinda hard to think blog and keep a conversation going multitasking can be bad at times..lol

so i shall be done for now because i have nothing to say..lol

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Its wednesday again and i'm sitting in the library waiting for Hannah to finish 4th period so we can go to off campus linch today. the only pitiful thing is i have and dollar 75 cents.. it kinda sad lol.. oh well its all good... unfortuately i forgot my study guide for my book so i'm not getting as much work as I want and need to get done. but some how we will make due.. monday was kinda full of surprises for things i would rather not mention but i have to say i was surprised.. lol
then yesterday i had to get rid of my texting because i bought UGG boots and those things are expensive!!and then me dog needed a shot. so therefore i need to pay it off before i will get it back.. oh well its ok.. this week i don't have much going on we all have been sick on and off so thats not fun but i think we are finally all getting better. it just circulates..

I know there is more of you out there that have memories of me. because i got them of you. and no one said they had to be good..lol

well that is what i have been doing. but menatlly doesn't seem to be as chiper. I'm nto sure why God is good and he continually revives me but there are times when it seems hard and then others when life is great. so thats it for me..

oh i wanted to do this on here because it is really cool

25 random things about me.
1. I am known for saying dumb things.
2. I'm the oldest in my family
3. flip-flops are my favotite shoe, and high heels.. a girl i know..:P
4.I love to blog
5.I have a birth injury
6. I haven't had a boyfriend and i don't plan on having on till i'm 18
7. I wear my emotions on my sleeve.
8. I like Coffee!!
9. Mexican and greek food is awesome!
10. laughing is one of my fav pasttimes..
11.I'm halfway done credit wise as a freshman!!
12. I'm going to be a history or english teacher
13. I like school. its fun..lol
14. chocolate and ice cream are amazing!
15. I used to have natually blonde hair and i wish i still had it!!!!!!!
16. my two year younger sister is almost taller then me.
17. i <3 good books
18. history is my favorite subject.
19. i love to write stories
20. I don't have one of my teeth
21. i i toucherd the coil in the oven and i didn't even know it until i saw smoke.
22. I can't smell.. only like really strong pepermint next to my nose..
23. I really like the amish culture, there are some really good books on them too.
24. historilcal fiction is the best type of books
25. i can't think of any more