Thursday, April 2, 2009

i think this is about everything going on in my heart and life right now

it is thursday and i cannot believe it! its crazy how fast the week goes by. i did get to go to church last night which was fun! i saw all the people from our trip so it was kinda funny how much you miss some one after you see them every day for awhile. twas a happy reunion. also yesterday i went to Science which i have to say i got distracted so i'm afriad i didn't learn much science but oh well it was fun any way.. i have top say my thoughts are on a more serious path. I just feel that the Lord has shown me so many things since this last August that I am contiually amazed. He showed me that all i need to depend on is Him and Him alone that its ok. like what God says to Jeremiah " I know the Plan I have for you declares the Lord plans of welfare and prosperity, to give you a future and a hope." or something to that affect but that verse always reminds me that when i'm lonely that He is there to comfort and its only for a season, when i think i might want to be somewhat normal and have a bf that God has the husband out there who is perfect for me all i have to do is wait. then on the retreat He taught me that i need to pray in all things that i might think its ok to think this way but maybe its not the best for my soul. Christ Brings us Joy and the things of this world bring you happiness for a little while and then the ashes are left in your mouth. oh and then i really like this song by this christain artist that says "i don't want to go through the motions, I don't want to spend one more day with out your all consumming passion inside of me i don't want to spend my whole life asking what if i had given everything."

so i shall quite with this i'm not really sure how all of this got on here but it did so if ya don't like it don't read it. lol hope every one has a wonderful day!!

1 comment:

Lauren said...

Hope everything is going well for you and that you don't get to lonely. I know how all that goes though--chin up :-)